My Demented Self

My Demented Self
We're all a litte MAD

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Just Random



Well, Christmas is over and everyone is back at school reading Shakespeare and Poe. There's really nothing much going on. I've changed schools from Smartz to Chillz. I'm not upset or sad, I'm actually happy. I get to hang out with old friends and relax. I don't have that much homework and the classes are actually really easy. 


Yesterday at lunch we suddenly started talking about Yu-Gi-Oh for no apparent reason. I whipped out my deck that I carry in my backpack and we all got to talking about how we need to duel each other like we used to in middle school. Well, today Zee brought his deck and we had a dual after I ate. It was fun being able to act like a kid again. 


Now I wanna watch the first Yu-Gi-Oh series again. It's the only one I ever pay attention to because the other ones just suck. I have the season 0 from Japan that I need to finish watching so I'll probably do that sometime soon. 


This is my life now and I'm happy with it. I might be writing again soon. Talk to you then.


-The Neko

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Rawrness

Well, well...it's been far too long, hasn't it? Well! Here I am again. And I'm happy. Happier than normal. Guess why? I has Rawr. Rawr is my boyfriend (in case you haven't noticed, I don't use real names). To put this plain and simple, he's awesome. Amazing. Yeah you get the picture. He made me cookies! He freaking made me cookies!!! And they were peanut butter cookies too. :3

 This going to be short because I have to go. I'll be updating more often hopefully. :3 so keep an eye out for me! Laterz!


-The Neko

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Remember: A Hetalia 9/11 Tribute


Dedicated to those who remember, those who lost and those we lost on 9/11
September eleventh, a day that still scarred Alfred deeply. It had been ten years since the actual attack. Ten years to the day. He’d noticed how over the past few years no ever talked about it. There were no remembrances at the schools, no moment of silence for the lives lost in the twin towers. Children who’d been born after the incident barely knew how important this day was. It added to the weight Alfred felt every year when this day came around.

He sighed and sat up, throwing his legs over the side of the bed. They had a World Meeting today and he knew he needed to attend. He stood and started getting dressed, grabbing his flight jacket on the way out.

At his arrival no one really noticed his strange mood. Even his comrades had forgotten about 9/11. That saddened him even deeper. He didn’t contribute to the meeting at all that day. All they ever did was arguing anyway and Alfred wasn’t in the mood to argue with them.

There was one who noticed the American’s sadness. Matthew sat quietly in his seat feeling helpless as his brother remembered the pain he’d gone through that day. The pain his citizens felt. The loss and helplessness so many of them had known. Alfred stood from the table and walked out of the room.

“What’s the matter with him?” Arthur asked frowning. Matthew glared at the older country. Arthur felt amethyst eyes on him and turned towards the shy Canadian country.

“Check the date, Britain,” Matthew said standing. He jogged out of the room and started looking for his brother. He found him sitting on the floor, leaning against the wall. He was staring at the ceiling. Matthew sat down beside him and sighed. “I’m sorry…” He said softly.

“None of them seem to care anymore,” Alfred whispered, shaking his head. “Why don’t they remember?” Matthew sighed.

“I don’t know,” He said. Alfred sniffled quietly. Matthew wrapped is arm around his brother’s shoulders. “I’m sorry…” He said again as Alfred cried quietly.

“I still feel it…” The American said wiping at his teary blue eyes. “Ten damn years and I still feel it like it’s happening right now.” Matthew hugged his brother comfortingly. “No one cares anymore. Why am I the only one who remembers?” Matthew could tell that Alfred was getting angry. He turned the American to face him.

“I remember,” He said sternly. “I will never forget.” Alfred sniffled softly and grinned thankfully.

“I’ll remember that,” He said. Matthew gave him a small, comforting smile and Alfred laughed lightly in relief. They stood and Alfred wiped his blue eyes of any trace of his tears.

“America,” Someone called from behind them. The turned to see Arthur standing there with a slight frown on his face. “I apologize for forgetting the day. It was quite insensitive of me.” Alfred smiled at the nation.

“Thanks,” He said. Arthur sighed in relief.

“Can we please get down to business?” He asked seriously. “After the meeting we’re have a remembrance ceremony. Japan requested it…with the backing of most of the countries. …Minus Russia.” Alfred laughed.

The meeting went like it always did; lots of arguing and nothing really getting done. But Alfred did feel better. At the remembrance, Japan and China set up a Buddhist style shrine with a picture of the twin towers. It was quiet and short, but it lifted Alfred’s spirits easily. By the end of the day he was his usual cheery self again. He had thanked the other nations and left the World Meeting.

Looking at the sky as he walked to his hotel his breathed in deep and sighed. It was really a beautiful day.
Fin

Friday, September 9, 2011

Coming Soon: Remember, A Hetalia 9/11 Tribute

The tragedy of September eleventh is almost upon us again. It's been ten years since the day we lost the twin towers and all their occupants. I pointed out in my last post that I had become a fan of an anime called Hetalia. An anime about the countries as people. 


Well, in remembrance of that day I am writing a Hetalia fanfic. The title of the fanfic is Remember. On Sunday I will post the fanfic both on here and on fanfiction.net. 


9/11 is a day that no American should forget. I hope you guys get to read the fanfic. Thank you. 


-Neko 

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

A New Obsession

Okay...so here I am, and thanks to my friend Lilbit I have a new obsession called Hetalia. It's an anime where all the countries are people. The episodes are only five minutes long. I've only seen episode one thanks to my crappy internet connection at home. But I still love it.
Since I refuse to break the streak of cat pictures on this blog I put a picture of America (Alfred F. Jones) as a Neko. Which makes me extremely happy! GO NEKOS!!!
So, that's one of my main obsessions now. Thank you Lilbit. I still blame you. That's my randomness for now. Laterz.
-The Neko

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Killer Headache



So, today was basically like yesturday other than the fact that The Woman begged me to come into the living room to watch some movie with her. I got sick of her pouting and decided I might as well humor her. The light in the room was too bright for me and I ended up with a headache, that I still have. It hurts like hell. It's pounding and everytime I blink it bursts in pain. But I shouldn't be complaining right now.

I've been having a lot of trouble with my inspiration and writing. I guess I'm just out of inspiration. I might find some later, but for the past week or so I've been bled dry it seems. Even when I'm BSing (Brain Storming) with Lilbit I barely have the same enthusiasm as I used to. Ah, well. Once again, I'm complaining.

When complaining, ductape your mouth shut 'cause no one wants to hear it, not even yourself. It's a common fact in life. So, yeah, I have a killer headache because I hate the light. I prefer to be in the Abyss, but this day didn't turn out the way I'd hoped. I guess we're all suckers for bad cercumstances. It's not that much of a surprise, now is it?
-The Neko

P.S. Kick my ass next time I complain. Thanks.

Friday, July 29, 2011

Been A Long Time




I realize that it's been a long time since I last posted. I've been avoiding it because I don't really know what to say. Life sucks, plain and simple. Family sucks, friends abandon, and the only thing that saves me is reading, listening to music and writing. Those are my only outlets and they save my life everyday. I get to escape from the harshness of reality and sink myself neck deep in dark scenarios, twisted characters, and ever flowing words.


Anyway, today I got to stay in The Abyss (my room) for the majority of the day, hiding from sunlight and sipping on my second worse addiction (Dr. Pepper, my first being music). Today was relatively stress free other than a call from Mr. Heroin Man. He got The Woman all riled up. It wasn't very pretty but she calmed down after a minute.


Well after that I crawled back into The Abyss and continued reading and writing with music blasting. Many times The Woman came in and looked at my stereo then at me saying "can you listen to something softer?" as the acid rhythms and pounded bass of some of my bands oozed out of the speakers. I just grinned and said "sure" before popping in Mozart. The Woman would give me 'the look' before leaving the room. Then I'd just change my music back to the acidic tunes I'd been listening to before.


I'm a vindictive little bitch, aren't I?


So, now that you know what I've been doing all day I guess I'm done. A few parting words. When you're beating up an enemy, it's not physical abuse, it's anger management.


-The Neko