My Demented Self

My Demented Self
We're all a litte MAD

Monday, April 30, 2012

Forever A Worrier

So...the day before yesterday I got a text from my Lil T telling me that he'd run away. Where he was...let's just call it Kiddie Hell. So, he ran away from Kiddie Hell and I wasn't able to take him in because of Mrs. Boss my landlady. I was distraught. He tells me not to worry and being who I am, I will always worry. So, here I sit worrying about him. I will always worry about people even when they tell me not to worry. Isn't that dumb? But it's who I am and I can't change that. 


I barely got any sleep last night and I wake up and go through the motions of getting ready for school. On the way to school I see Lil T walking along the side of the road. I tell The Woman and she makes a U-turn and we stop to talk to him even though I'll be a bit late to school. Do you really think I care if I'm late? No. So, we talk for  a little bit and I'm glad he's okay. 


We leave and I get to school. I'm shaking like a leaf, and I still am. I'm relieved and still worried. I'll always worry. I guess that's all for this morning. Thanks for listening. Laterz.


-The Neko

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Morning Mini-Drama

Okay, so it's the morning and I go into the library to look up pictures and stuff like I always do. I plug in my headphones just so I can listen to a bit of music and the librarian comes up and bitches me out because of it. I've told her 'okay' about three times and she's still at it. So I just tell her 'okay' again, kinda angrily and she walks off. Thankfully, the other, younger, librarian is really nice. I like her. But not the bitchy one. Anyway, thanks to Mrs. Bitchy I now only have about six minutes left, so I'm going to go and leave it at that. This day has started out extremely shitty, let's hope it doesn't stay that way. 


-The Neko

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Morning Madness

So, I'm sitting here in the library, going out of my mind. I told Rawr that I need a dark hole, and I forgot that he really doesn't get that when I say that, it translates into 'screw the world and let me be alone in peace.' Too bad for him. I don't know what happened to me this morning. I probably woke up on the wrong side of the bed...maybe. 


Other than that, there's really nothing new other than Rawr getting a night job. So he sleeps all day. That's really nothing new, considering he pretty much already did that. Hell, I would too if I didn't have to attend school. 


Speaking of school, I have to read this book called A Brave New World. It's...ugh. I mean, the concept is alright. It's not a book I would pick up and read on my own. It's all about humans being bred in a lab and the caste system and all that bullshit. If you can't tell, I'm not too jazzed about reading it. I'd rather be reading the Song of Ice and Fire series (which is one of the best fantasy series ever and I highly suggest it to anyone who enjoys fantasy novels). 


So, yeah, my morning isn't as good as it usually is and I don't know why. I'm all tense and pissed for no reason other than having to wake up this morning. Kinda sucks. I'm off to be pissed in class. Later.


-The Neko

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Just Random



Well, Christmas is over and everyone is back at school reading Shakespeare and Poe. There's really nothing much going on. I've changed schools from Smartz to Chillz. I'm not upset or sad, I'm actually happy. I get to hang out with old friends and relax. I don't have that much homework and the classes are actually really easy. 


Yesterday at lunch we suddenly started talking about Yu-Gi-Oh for no apparent reason. I whipped out my deck that I carry in my backpack and we all got to talking about how we need to duel each other like we used to in middle school. Well, today Zee brought his deck and we had a dual after I ate. It was fun being able to act like a kid again. 


Now I wanna watch the first Yu-Gi-Oh series again. It's the only one I ever pay attention to because the other ones just suck. I have the season 0 from Japan that I need to finish watching so I'll probably do that sometime soon. 


This is my life now and I'm happy with it. I might be writing again soon. Talk to you then.


-The Neko

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Rawrness

Well, well...it's been far too long, hasn't it? Well! Here I am again. And I'm happy. Happier than normal. Guess why? I has Rawr. Rawr is my boyfriend (in case you haven't noticed, I don't use real names). To put this plain and simple, he's awesome. Amazing. Yeah you get the picture. He made me cookies! He freaking made me cookies!!! And they were peanut butter cookies too. :3

 This going to be short because I have to go. I'll be updating more often hopefully. :3 so keep an eye out for me! Laterz!


-The Neko

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Remember: A Hetalia 9/11 Tribute


Dedicated to those who remember, those who lost and those we lost on 9/11
September eleventh, a day that still scarred Alfred deeply. It had been ten years since the actual attack. Ten years to the day. He’d noticed how over the past few years no ever talked about it. There were no remembrances at the schools, no moment of silence for the lives lost in the twin towers. Children who’d been born after the incident barely knew how important this day was. It added to the weight Alfred felt every year when this day came around.

He sighed and sat up, throwing his legs over the side of the bed. They had a World Meeting today and he knew he needed to attend. He stood and started getting dressed, grabbing his flight jacket on the way out.

At his arrival no one really noticed his strange mood. Even his comrades had forgotten about 9/11. That saddened him even deeper. He didn’t contribute to the meeting at all that day. All they ever did was arguing anyway and Alfred wasn’t in the mood to argue with them.

There was one who noticed the American’s sadness. Matthew sat quietly in his seat feeling helpless as his brother remembered the pain he’d gone through that day. The pain his citizens felt. The loss and helplessness so many of them had known. Alfred stood from the table and walked out of the room.

“What’s the matter with him?” Arthur asked frowning. Matthew glared at the older country. Arthur felt amethyst eyes on him and turned towards the shy Canadian country.

“Check the date, Britain,” Matthew said standing. He jogged out of the room and started looking for his brother. He found him sitting on the floor, leaning against the wall. He was staring at the ceiling. Matthew sat down beside him and sighed. “I’m sorry…” He said softly.

“None of them seem to care anymore,” Alfred whispered, shaking his head. “Why don’t they remember?” Matthew sighed.

“I don’t know,” He said. Alfred sniffled quietly. Matthew wrapped is arm around his brother’s shoulders. “I’m sorry…” He said again as Alfred cried quietly.

“I still feel it…” The American said wiping at his teary blue eyes. “Ten damn years and I still feel it like it’s happening right now.” Matthew hugged his brother comfortingly. “No one cares anymore. Why am I the only one who remembers?” Matthew could tell that Alfred was getting angry. He turned the American to face him.

“I remember,” He said sternly. “I will never forget.” Alfred sniffled softly and grinned thankfully.

“I’ll remember that,” He said. Matthew gave him a small, comforting smile and Alfred laughed lightly in relief. They stood and Alfred wiped his blue eyes of any trace of his tears.

“America,” Someone called from behind them. The turned to see Arthur standing there with a slight frown on his face. “I apologize for forgetting the day. It was quite insensitive of me.” Alfred smiled at the nation.

“Thanks,” He said. Arthur sighed in relief.

“Can we please get down to business?” He asked seriously. “After the meeting we’re have a remembrance ceremony. Japan requested it…with the backing of most of the countries. …Minus Russia.” Alfred laughed.

The meeting went like it always did; lots of arguing and nothing really getting done. But Alfred did feel better. At the remembrance, Japan and China set up a Buddhist style shrine with a picture of the twin towers. It was quiet and short, but it lifted Alfred’s spirits easily. By the end of the day he was his usual cheery self again. He had thanked the other nations and left the World Meeting.

Looking at the sky as he walked to his hotel his breathed in deep and sighed. It was really a beautiful day.
Fin

Friday, September 9, 2011

Coming Soon: Remember, A Hetalia 9/11 Tribute

The tragedy of September eleventh is almost upon us again. It's been ten years since the day we lost the twin towers and all their occupants. I pointed out in my last post that I had become a fan of an anime called Hetalia. An anime about the countries as people. 


Well, in remembrance of that day I am writing a Hetalia fanfic. The title of the fanfic is Remember. On Sunday I will post the fanfic both on here and on fanfiction.net. 


9/11 is a day that no American should forget. I hope you guys get to read the fanfic. Thank you. 


-Neko